Don’t settle for anything less than someone who loves you. Don’t love when you’re lonely, love when you’re ready. Don’t think that it happens all the time, either. Love isn’t the small scene of romance you’re exposed to as a teenager. It’s far different, far more real. Real love is hard to come by, but it comes. Maybe not for a while, but it shows up at some point. All of us are loved, but sometimes that person you want isn’t in your life yet. Don’t worry. They will be. Just stop waiting for it.

I HATE MEMORIES

they come back when I least expect it and throw me off guard

i just want CAT proj to be over, so that we don't have to be around each other and i don't have to get mind-fucked every once in awhile. i'm sick and tired of this emotional seesaw, i want to revert to the old me where i don't need ANYONE but my family + BBFFs.

i am a loser, it's been awhile since we exited from the mindfucking stage and i'm STILL getting the losing end of the game. how the hell am i supposed to get out of this..........