in this period of flux, who, or what are my constants? 

i need to be grounded.. think of what i want out of my life and all. it shouldn't be me needing a nudge in any way, i should be actively seeking for the answer through trial and error

besides if i fall, i can count on those constants. kenny's predicament has got me thinking- if we ever dismantle our group til THAT stage i would honestly feel even more lost than i am right now. as it is it's bad enough with the impending release of results, yadayada and STILL now knowing what i want 

xmas new yr's come and gone

resolutions same as before.. less of self more of everything else

also please grant me the patience to tolerate people, be less judgmental.. i realized i lost out on some people just because i didn't give them a chance to prove themselves. instead i just condemn them as i would condemn an ugly shirt to my pile of 'consigned's

i am looking forward to 2008 though, here's looking up at me! TRAVEL, uni, and work to sponsor my travelling.. can't fucking wait !!